11:53am.
Just so you all know, i did blog yesterday but it wasn't until about 2-3am so if you haven't read it yet just scroll down to the bottom and click older posts, there's some beautiful pictures of Justin on there. :)
Lou's just left, we had a merry time listening to now 71 and planning Christmas you tube joy. Then we decided it would be a good idea to search random bands and comedians on Ticketmaster.com. It wasn't, I'm now suicidal. (not in a serious way) but I'm DESPERATE for a Platinum pit rock star ticket to go and see Nickelback. They're my favorite band. Well, i have three and i went to see two of them this year (Matchbox twenty and Girls aloud) I missed the Nickelback gig because i had literally JUST had Justin, so I'm DESPERATE to go next year and it would be amazing to get the platinum ticket.
Look at that, i mean SERIOUSLY. http://www.ticketmaster.co.uk/event/12004182020E7607?artistid=710632&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=60. Dear god i would die. Problem being the tickets are £273.50... Lol. Its a shame i have no rich friends. I don't think i could ever possibly raise the £600 I'd need to go. (because i wouldn't want to go alone) and NO ONE in the world would sell tickets like this on eBay! Damn, what a shame, its a serious shame, I'm genuinely sad. I'm contemplating selling everything i own. Sadly i own nothing expensive. :(:(:( Wow, i would love that. :( Hmmm. oh well, nothing i can do about it. Even if my money came in i couldn't afford it, I've got Justin to think of. That isn't me being regretful by the way, I'd rather spend the rest of my life with my baby boy doing everything i possibly can for him than go to some concert but it would just be nice. I deserve a treat. I'll buy myself a cream cake, a little bit cheaper lol. Then i can kick myself afterwards because I'm still trying to loose my post pregnancy podge. *sighs* Post secrets today. They're quite good this week.
As always here are my favorite from the week. I'll probably maybe post mine soon. Still waiting for stamp money... and courage. I got some postcards from the cinema, maybe I'll use them? But i also have a book of plain post cards, so maybe I'll use them? I don't know, I'll probably end up using all of them. there's so many things I'd like to say. I wonder if anyone would notice that they were mine? Then again i don't know that many people that go on postsecret.com so i guess its not very likely. I love it. Its like making a new friend every time you can relate to a postcard, which is pretty damn often.
Think I'm going to go and write my Christmas cards now if i can find them. I brought quite small ones though before i decided to write long messages so I'm not entirely sure how this is going to work.
I showed Louisa my beautiful book today but I'm still not sure what to put in it. I'd like to use it as some kind of a scrapbook/diary type thing. But I'm still not really sure. I have this though which is kind of my diary... So really I'd just be copying it out. I might anyway for the prettyness? I don't know. Its such a beautiful book i need to think long and hard what to put in it because I'd hate to ruin it. hang on I'll get a link up. http://www.whsmith.co.uk/CatalogAndSearch/ProductDetails-Eastern+Ribbon+A7+Notebook-33364711.html and because I'm so stupidly kind, here's a picture also on the of chance you can't be bothered to click the link. :) Its a bit of a big picture actually. Oh well it looks pretty. :) Isn't it beautiful. I love all the eastern stuff from WHSmiths its god damn beautiful. I've also just found what i want to buy for Louisa for Christmas. Well I've found two things and I'm not sure which would be best. Lol. I would post it to show everyone the niceness but i can't because Lou reads my blog lots lots. :) In fact she checked it at mine not long ago. I'm all home alone and sad and lonely at the moment lol. Well, I'm not sad and lonely but i am home alone lol. Awh there's a cute little pink mums diary, i want it. Haha i don't want much do i? lol. I literally just got 4 messages in one go! Christ i wonder who loves me. Ami wants to know why i text her telling her to help me raise £600 lmao. I can imagine it must be very alarming to receive a message like that. Knowing my life she probably thought i was trying to bail someone out. There is NO ONE online, well people are online but no one is talking i feel so lonely lol. I think I'm going to go for a fag and then do my Christmas cards so I'll be back later... if there's anything interesting to write about later. Ly all.
13:38pm.
Writing Christmas cards is exausting. I've only written six so far and i realy can not be bothered to do anymore. I will. But not right now i don't think. I've done Lou, Ami, Zoie, Mike, Kurt & Ian. So left to do i have Justin (Yes i am writing him a card even if he can't read it.) My mom, My dad & Eileen, Bella, David, Maegan, James, Amber, Sydney, Robyn, Carly, Keira, Kirsty & Sarzi and obviously cousins and such... I think there's probably more but i can't think off the top of my head right now. I'm TIIIRRREEEEDD. I may have to go back to bed. lol!
23:32pm.
I actually did go back to bed. I didn't only just get up though. I got up about 8 but then i watched a film... Just cause i think it was called. Very upsetting but good. :) Bored now. I've decided i'm going to give myself an entire new wardrobe and makeup makeover for the new year. :) and on the offchance my money comes through on tuesday i'm looking through ebay stuff now to help build up my collection. to all my girls when i get a place i'm having a wardrobe clear out type thing (when i've got my stuff from James) and i shall need your help. :) lol.
01:58am.
I ended up watching £87.82 worth of stuff on ebay. Thats after more than halfing it. I wont buy it all, unless my money comes through, i can't afford it. But it kept me busy/sane for an hour or two. I probably wont buy any of it actually. Which is a shame. Because i really like it. I've signed up for weekly balance texts on tuesdays so now i don't have to check the bank again. :) lol.
I showed Louisa my beautiful book today but I'm still not sure what to put in it. I'd like to use it as some kind of a scrapbook/diary type thing. But I'm still not really sure. I have this though which is kind of my diary... So really I'd just be copying it out. I might anyway for the prettyness? I don't know. Its such a beautiful book i need to think long and hard what to put in it because I'd hate to ruin it. hang on I'll get a link up. http://www.whsmith.co.uk/CatalogAndSearch/ProductDetails-Eastern+Ribbon+A7+Notebook-33364711.html and because I'm so stupidly kind, here's a picture also on the of chance you can't be bothered to click the link. :) Its a bit of a big picture actually. Oh well it looks pretty. :) Isn't it beautiful. I love all the eastern stuff from WHSmiths its god damn beautiful. I've also just found what i want to buy for Louisa for Christmas. Well I've found two things and I'm not sure which would be best. Lol. I would post it to show everyone the niceness but i can't because Lou reads my blog lots lots. :) In fact she checked it at mine not long ago. I'm all home alone and sad and lonely at the moment lol. Well, I'm not sad and lonely but i am home alone lol. Awh there's a cute little pink mums diary, i want it. Haha i don't want much do i? lol. I literally just got 4 messages in one go! Christ i wonder who loves me. Ami wants to know why i text her telling her to help me raise £600 lmao. I can imagine it must be very alarming to receive a message like that. Knowing my life she probably thought i was trying to bail someone out. There is NO ONE online, well people are online but no one is talking i feel so lonely lol. I think I'm going to go for a fag and then do my Christmas cards so I'll be back later... if there's anything interesting to write about later. Ly all.
13:38pm.
Writing Christmas cards is exausting. I've only written six so far and i realy can not be bothered to do anymore. I will. But not right now i don't think. I've done Lou, Ami, Zoie, Mike, Kurt & Ian. So left to do i have Justin (Yes i am writing him a card even if he can't read it.) My mom, My dad & Eileen, Bella, David, Maegan, James, Amber, Sydney, Robyn, Carly, Keira, Kirsty & Sarzi and obviously cousins and such... I think there's probably more but i can't think off the top of my head right now. I'm TIIIRRREEEEDD. I may have to go back to bed. lol!
23:32pm.
I actually did go back to bed. I didn't only just get up though. I got up about 8 but then i watched a film... Just cause i think it was called. Very upsetting but good. :) Bored now. I've decided i'm going to give myself an entire new wardrobe and makeup makeover for the new year. :) and on the offchance my money comes through on tuesday i'm looking through ebay stuff now to help build up my collection. to all my girls when i get a place i'm having a wardrobe clear out type thing (when i've got my stuff from James) and i shall need your help. :) lol.
01:58am.
I ended up watching £87.82 worth of stuff on ebay. Thats after more than halfing it. I wont buy it all, unless my money comes through, i can't afford it. But it kept me busy/sane for an hour or two. I probably wont buy any of it actually. Which is a shame. Because i really like it. I've signed up for weekly balance texts on tuesdays so now i don't have to check the bank again. :) lol.
I really do make your life a trauma.
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